As I have said, it has now been a while since I have seen my narcissistic spouse, he has been away due to his work. At first I was missing him (despite everything), but now it seems like time has started to do its job: I am starting to realize how pleasant and carefree my life is when narcissist is not around. My stomach is not aching, I dont have constant unpleasant feeling, I feel overall much better. Of course I have those bad moments, when I am thinking narcissist might be flirting with some women while he is away, but somehow I have realized that if he is going to do it, he is going to do it, and it makes no difference if I am stressing about it, I will never know how things have went, since I cannot be a fly on wall... unfortunately (or maybe fortunately:)
I think I am slowly starting to come to my senses. It will be interesting to see how I react/feel when I see my narcissistic spouse again.... perhaps I will be surprised.
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