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This blog is my personal diary of my relationship with a narcissist. I hope my experiences help others who are dealing with similar issues in their relationship, related to narcissistic spouse, physical and emotional cheating, mistrust, insecurity, infidelity and emotional abuse. I will write to this blog on regular basis. Please feel free to comment on any of my writings, I would greatly appreciate all feedback.
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Thank you so much for your comments, dear E! I will think carefully about everything you said! Big hug for you!
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You're welcome !!
ReplyDeleteI just wish my english was a bit better so I could describe in a more a accurate way what i mean.
It is sometimes hard to get people to understand what you are talking about beacause a narcissist CAN behave infront of people that they regard as "white and worthy".
Once you have become "black and unworhty" you are garbage. Please try and find Alice Millers book, you can find it on the web. It is easy read and not thick. What i mean with black and white is simply your status as a human beeing, has nothing to do with color of skin or origin.
Once you're black you can't get white again. So stop hoping.
We have to help eachother to survive the incounter with narcissists. You have to have lived it to understand it. Narcissists can realy takeaway all your digninty, selfrespect and confidence in a way that is undescribable for those who haven't been there.
Please find a nice loving man instead and leave this lost case behind asap.
It will never improve and it will never change and you will be a mental wreck that will take years to mend if you dont walk away. Not to mention several hundreds of bathtubs of tears, and sleepless nights when you are wondering what you done wrong and what is wrong with you. You WILL loose yourself and it can be harder then you think to find your'e self again. Dont't let him do that to you.Please..
best regards E
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