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This blog is my personal diary of my relationship with a narcissist. I hope my experiences help others who are dealing with similar issues in their relationship, related to narcissistic spouse, physical and emotional cheating, mistrust, insecurity, infidelity and emotional abuse. I will write to this blog on regular basis. Please feel free to comment on any of my writings, I would greatly appreciate all feedback.
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Well, today has been another bad day... I dont have much energy to write about it so much now, perhaps later... lets just say that narcissist showed again his true character and got upset about little thing. All the usual stuff followed, how bad person I am, sick, horrible etc. I dont know why I am accepting this shit... not much longer, I can tell you that. I am starting to reach my limit. Narcissist is simply too much for me to handle. No matter how much I "love" him, I simply cannot tolerate this. I cannot deal with his difficult personality. Its tearing me apart... I am slowly starting to prepare myself to leave...
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Hey Winnowill, I'm still keeping an eye on your blog. I'm sorry for what he is putting you through. Just always remember that ultimately, you get to decide if you want to remain with him. You are a complete and whole person on your own. Don't let him make you believe that you cannot be without him. You may want to be with "the person that he pretended to be" at the start of your relationship (boy do I understand that!!!)...but you will be just fine if you choose to be on your own.
ReplyDeleteOnce you let go of the dream that he will ever be that "perfect match" that he portrayed himself to be at the beginning of the relationship...your thoughts will clear. If you are experiencing what I did, you love the "act" not the real man. The real man is the nightmare that reveals itself from time to time. The problem is that gradually you realize that he is really only the nightmare.
Take care of yourself.
Almost there